Travel

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I honestly feel that enough is enough. I've been dependent on my parents for the longest time now. Whether the issue be money, credit cards, and travel, I always have to rely on them.

During highschool I rarely made friends and just focused on education. I'm definitely social and outgoing but if I get invited to parties or what not, I reject in the fear of judgment, or if I had to dance (which I can't), etc.

Only recently I realized I'm not going to be a teenager anymore. Ill turn 20 next year and feel like I'll miss out on everything! I've only been to the beach a hand full of times, I don't even know how to ask for food in a restaurant because I just over complicate things.

Now after reading that, you'll probably realize that I just want to grow up already. I went on a 2 month trip recently but wasn't alone since I had family with me. I did make friends from the family and go places, but only under their care.

I want to see the world, even if this may be my first time, I don't think I can ever stop. I've always wanted to explore everything! Of course, it would also be a lot of fun If I just got to know more people and have fun in clubs and what not. But as someone who's never stepped foot in a club before and can't dance, I assume I won't have that sort of fun much.

It's honestly the travel and nature that takes me, I've always been into mountains and scenery, but I wouldn't know how to set up a trip to even go their! I haven't been rock climbing or hiking myself so that would be hard as well.

What do you guys think about my situation? Have I not seen enough of the world at home yet to explore? I just want to finally get out and see the world but I'm afraid my ignorance of it will just push me back.