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#ask the doctor online #((Here s a message/rant of sorts ))Hello, everyone! This is Doctor Whooves Mod speaking/writing! I am still alive! Woo I am gonna babble for the next few minutes, so bare with me. So Here I am, about 2 years (damn !) since my last post on this blog. Things have been strange Nothing awful happened! It s just that my motivation and perhaps fondness of both MLP and DW slightly decreesed, I guess I also haven t been able to draw much for the past 2 years, except for the occasional doodle and things I have to do for art school. Also, I am going to college/faculty soon and my finals are coming, so that s stressful My relationships aren t working that great either and I sort of start to feel lonelier, but I am starting to cope with that. I dunno. I guess I am feeling kind of purpose-less and I don t really know what to do with my life. Don t get me wrong, I want to pursue an art career, but with the past 2 years sort of wasted, I feel like I am a bit behind. I am optimist that everything is gonna work out in the end, but right now, I feel kinda meh Which leads us to the subject of this blog. Ever since I started this 3 years ago and I discovered Tumblr I really feel like I improved, both in terms of self-growth and art, and back then I really felt a rush of creativity. But that creativity sort of started to fade away by my self-awareness and all my energy is now more focused on wasteing time. I restarted the story of The Doctor in the hopes that I can tell it differently, using all the things I learned and make it a more memorable and refined story. But now there isn t much that drives me to tell that story anymore and I kinda feel like perhaps this is the end of it. On one side, I don t wanna do it, cause I want to, at least, tell a chapter, even if only one, of this story, but at the same time I feel like it has lost focus and I can t really do it alone and maybe I should pursue other projects or start something new. And, of course, I can t do both, just cause I don t have enough time. So, here s the deal: This blog is on hiatus (hard to figure that one out ). If, by any chance, I manage to update this post till the 31st of August, I will continue the story with at least one chapter that resembles the style of a Doctor Who episode. If I won t be able to post anything till the end of this year s summer, then consider this blog and it s story closed and over. So, yeah, that s pretty much it. Thank you for reading all this long wall of text and I ll see you (hopefully) soon. Ciao! tl;dr: I am alive and well, but am unmotivated. School takes over my time. Feeling kinda purpose-less. Want to try and continue the story, or try something new.
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